Saturday, February 6, 2010
heo young saeg's life when he was teenage

Heo young saeng
Says: When I was 18 years old I was a trainee at the company SM
I was in the teens, he had spent every day of studio training and home
I did not have time to play with my friends
i was the first time i go to Seoul and become i have friends
But the time did not allow me to be close to
my friends
During this period there was a rebellious one day when i did not go on the school
The company learned about sm and Kick me out for two days
(I think from within the terms of this company is a commitment for the school)
In order to speak frankly: my thinking at that time was I am came here
Alone and i be a singer and whatever happens I'll be a singer
But for the first time I've
In this Status, because I surrendered, And I wanted to giving up about everything
And my mother was living in another province .. I was wondering is she okay,I didn't
I want to ask her for money for housing and school fees have been too costly
in that period are mainly i did not have time to eat, was the day that passes without
To eat, but I started starving, and now spend most of the day in sleep
I thought If grown forget hunger will i not have need to eat
One day I
i purchased pasta and i Put the water filled
and shared it with my friend
The situation was really serious I wondered why I had to live like this Life?
It was really difficult, I felt sorry for my mother,
I will make my mother worried about
I did not want to tell her: "Mum, I'm tired"
The company did not allow me to go to visit my mother even for one day.
I had to go every day to the company for training
The company started by clicking on the audio
and my Knott voice than the scope of training
Then lost my voice for a month I could not speak
Remained in the hospital for a whole month I could not speak
I thought a lot and I was afraid and I lose my dream
Will I lose my voice?
One day I was talking with my friend by accident , we talked about the Han River
And jump out of the Han River Bridge (ie, suicide) At that time
There were several of these cases on the news
So I said to my friend: O ... Let's go
Said my friend, where ..?
I said I'm back to the Han River
Said my friend so quickly, without the how and why?
I said to him: I wanted to see him even once and only
Because we were strangers from Seoul, we did not know the trends we did not know
Where is the river, so we have stopped a taxi
Driver: Where do you want to take you away ..?
We did not know what we will say, Amd what is the reason that led us to go to the Han River
But we did not have the minds of good
At this moment I said to my friend
If what i think about it real and I wanted to jump from the bridge stops me I plead
But my friend said to the driver: take us to the middle of the Han River Bridge
Then, of course, surprised the driver and said: Why do you want to go there
My friend said: "I want to take us
Driver: any bridge you say?
From the countryside because we did not know any of this bridge, we told him take us to the nearest bridge
And stopped the car in the middle
Then the driver felt strange, but we took on the way said:
You say you want to Aaaaaaah HanGang GoSuBuJi
(An area the banks of the river and not the bridge)
We did not know that
For this we told him: Yes .. Yes .. there
When we arrived the driver told us this is the HanGang GoSuBuJi
we Emerged from the car and
we toured around us did we not find a bridge we have not seen the river
I said to my friend: Is it really this is where I told the driver to take us to him?
He said: I have seen this place before in the TV
Aaaaah that the Han River Park
In the beginning I thought wrong thinking
That go to the river
Then i sat with my friend and
Penalized ourselves and we decided to work hard again
I looked around there were many children and expensive restaurants
The area was luxury,
in That place my friend and I agreed that we
Will in the future we will be rich
and wear the best and most expensive clothes and
We're going to these restaurants and eat where
In that place until now when I feel sad I go there
With my friend I can find peace at the Han River
Presenter said: So I guess I have i to thank the taxi driver when he felt something wrong
And take you to another a place he felt that That you are alien of Seoul
saengie.: In fact, it did not show the features of the fear of it
Presenter said: Is not this a good experience
saengie: There's something I have to tell you
Actually I've been through difficult experiences
There's something unique and will not forget
Before I became a member of
in SS501 I did not never give up my dream
I did not have anything and then
Every time I was interviewing my friends my towns where they say:
Why did not we see your visibility on the screen? Every time i ask about it
I did not have the answer
Each time this happens ... Always ask myself, " When i demonstrated?"
I was a trainee at the company and had been using my voice in the ongoing training and false promises
Announcer said: What will finally you says?
saengie said: "I would like to thank the company dsp Boukovhm beside me
And of course my brothers and my family Aaza ss501 who I love very
The life story of my love only heo young saeng
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